Push and push...

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By Eparisi679

You come back, without a nudge from me...too good to be true, but I was too blind to see.

Filled with sweet words and empty promises...but whenever you look at my face, you picture another and think I'm not on to this.

Lie after lie, so stupid to believe my heart...guess it's a lesson learned, now we can stay apart.

Gritting my teeth because I found out...why did you come back, if your heart has so many doubts?

You miss another, while trying to keep that love alive...well that's fine, just leave me alone because you'll never be mine.

All the things you said you'd never do...she gets the love, while I'm left looking like a fool.

Why couldn't you leave me alone, it's not like I ever came around...I did my best to avoid you, and keep those feelings under tight bounds.

Now its excuse after excuse, I just can't take it anymore...one second you "love" me, the next you're pushing me out the door.

Well push and push, I won't try to stay...tired of being second best, so now I'll be on my way...


©Erminia Maria Parisi 2011

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lord de cross profile image

lord de cross 8 months ago

Wow! Is this like a journal type of free styling poetry? I guess this guy is a loser and don't deserve any more of your attention. A woman doesn't have to beg... simple. Just move on and he will be knoking your door eventually..if nobody dumps him for now.

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Eparisi679 Hub Author 8 months ago

Sort of! I take past and present experiences (sometimes my own, sometimes others) and blend them together...and I agree, a woman never has to beg :)

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Vinaya Ghimire Level 8 Commenter 8 months ago

I loved your choice of expression such as:

Filled with sweet words and empty promises...

Lie after lie, so stupid to believe my heart...

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Eparisi679 Hub Author 8 months ago via iphone

Thank you Vinaya!! I just sort of zoned out when writing this, and thats what came out

raciniwa profile image

raciniwa 8 months ago

you need to grow in order for him to grow...because he keeps coming back for you are trapped in the same dimension...you need to be in another dimension so as not to meet him on the same road...wonderfully written...

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Eparisi679 Hub Author 8 months ago

I never thought of it like that...thank you Raciniwa :)

RealHousewife profile image

RealHousewife Level 8 Commenter 7 months ago

Beautiful - haven't we all had someone like that in our lives? Very nice!

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Eparisi679 Hub Author 7 months ago

Yes! It's hard though because when you're going through this, it feels like you're the only one. That's why I like sharing my work, because there's always someone who can relate

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